one day

for as much as i am not believing in love or anything of the sort right now, i came across the blog entry of an excellent photographer i know.... a tribute to his wife on their three year anniversary. i know twitter has a RT or "retweet" but does blogger have a RB or "reblog"? because here is what he said:

I love her more now than I did on our wedding day. Three years ago I wouldn’t have believed that was possible.

A groomsman at the wedding this past weekend cracked a series of brilliant jokes during his speech. At one point he congratulated the groom for marrying out of his league. As funny as it was, I actually remember feeling that way on my wedding day.

It is impossible for me to express how important she is to me.

I am her biggest fan.

And yes, I cried like a baby when she walked down the aisle.

if that entry doesn't make your heart melt a little bit, then its possible you don't have one. the main question is... when do i get to have that? and now with my stoney coldness am i even going to let that happen?

one day.... one day...

im still alive

sorry i havent been posting
ive been on a rollercoaster

i moved home
i started a business
i have no life
i feel like things are falling apart
things i have zero control over
im too emotionally exhausted to even think anymore

i would elaborate but its not even my business to share

later...