Tuesday, June 22, 2010

this time maybe ill be bulletproof

its been a while. i guess i havent had anything to say

scratch that.

i guess i have had too much to say.

im twenty three now. i feel like im counting down the days 
until i get to do something with my life. its just crazy... life 
doesn't wait for you to catch your breath or get back on your
feet. it keeps going. project after project. wedding invitations
here, something for work there, a restaurant design project...

i think sometimes i am scared that i will get too wrapped up in
little projects and i will never get my portfolio done and never
get a job, or rather, a learning experience. 

im ready to get out of here. 

i got this book for my birthday... its by the editors of Women's
Health. ready to laugh? its called "Look Better Naked" muahahah
im doing this two day cleanse diet. its killing me. im on day two.
its not that big of a deal, i mean its not like an entire liquid diet or
something ridiculous. but i want a loaf of bread. or like a dozen bagels
REALLY bad. bread is my downfall for sure...

excuse me while i go eat a cucumber ugh

i think i will pick up my guitar today. or sit at the piano. i miss it. 
i miss singing. so much. and i miss moses. and i miss my brothers. 
and my quirky parents. my silly silly family. sighhhh.
i should probably pick up my bible sometime soon, spend some time
with the big guy in the sky. ive been lacking in that department lately.
maybe things will make a little more sense when i do that...

xoxo

j

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