happy eeeeestur

i learned how to play wild at heart on the guitar
cant stop playing it
its all i play

so story of my life:
i think i have everything figured out.
work at the salon, nanny, month-to-month rent til end of july
move home, save money, finish portfolio, interview for job

(now i might be staying in grand rapids longer)

an internship opportunity just jumped in. starting late july
basically exactly when i would be ready for it
God has quite the sense of humor. he waits til you are all like
"oh look at me, i can make plans and figure things out
all by myself, i dont need a silly creator of all things to the ends
of the earth to tell me whats up, or lend me a hand"

(oh really, is that so?)

so good news:
-sometimes God answers prayers within 24 hours
-possibly an excellent learning experience
-doors opening to other jobs
-staying around all my GRap people
-the owners son at this internship is sexy... (yes i said it)

and bad news:
-you GRap people are stuck with me for longer
-this internship is systems furniture based (fml)
-i dont get to live for free at my parents house
-i dont want to live in my apartment anymore ( i could move?)
-i miss my family
-i am afraid of growing up and being a big girl bahhhh!

anyways. that. is. life. (right now)

luh.pce.&.chicken.grease.

j